to The Great Shift, everyone has been waiting for it since before 2012 and ever since then, we have been waiting for it some more. It has finally arrived in 2020 and it is really kicking our individual and collective butts. There is a good reason for it too. It has become pretty obvious that the great unveiling of light doesn't always feel so light and fluffy. Most of the time it does, but when it doesn't, man, it's like running full force into a brick wall you didn't see coming. Many of us that have been talking about this for years have said, "Hey folks, its not all rainbows and butterflies." STOP spiritually bypassing your inner suffering. Stop bypassing or repressing your fears. The time to put our spiritual head in the sand is over and its time to start doing your inner work. Even if you have done your inner work, you may still be facing this time of transition with a sense of love, wonder and excitement, accentuated by moments of intense panic, fear, or grief.
We are all being asked to step into a new life. A life beyond our old past life or even this life traumas. We are being called to MOVE ON from the old control dramas and MOVE INTO the new exanded experiences calling to us. I personally have resisted this call like the plague because I could feel the magnitude of it, without seeing the details of the personal changes I could feel coming. It has been like walking blind folded, with PTSD.
I found the key to this forward movement. I gave myself permission to decide what is important to me. To get very clear about what I want to do and then have the courage to make the plans. Sometimes those plans may not make sense to others, but I can't let them go. There is a voice inside of me that wants so badly to be expressed. There is a love inside of me that wants to radiate. But I have been in fear. I would start a project and then stop. I just couldn't figure out what was preventing me from being consistent about things that were so important until I felt deeply enough into the experience of it. There was a deep fear of being exposed and the fear I would be killed, or fail and have to sell everything I own to survive. The old past life experiences came back to haunt me like nothing had before. We are in a time of cleansing LIFETIMES of disempowerment! Of course it is horribly uncomfortable!
The need to survive and be accepted by a tribe were arising out of the collective and my own cellular memory to be faced and it was TOUGH! But, I made a decision. If I was going to live, then I was going to live and love to a whole new level. My life, and I bet yours too, is calling you to a whole new level of being with what arises in you.
So here is what I found is important to me:
I want to spend more time with my family. So I planned the trips.
I want a radio show again. So I am starting a Blog Talk radio show called Homo Spiritus starting next week.
I want to teach people how to connect and be present with each other, so we can love each other to wholeness, to a whole new level! I want my coaching school to cater to people who want to ground the nature of Spirit into their own, and their client's daily lived reality. So I am starting over this Spring with new classes.
I want to live in my home and enjoy my trees and rocks. So I am staying, even if it means I do one repair at a time instead of doing it all at once.
I want my health back. So I am slowly adding new routines to support my health.
But in my case, I am doing it all slowly. I am planning it one step at time and executing the plan in stages. If it takes me all year and into next, that is what it takes.
This is a whole new way for me to move in the world. I used to have to get everything decided and done at once. I had to push through and forge ahead even if I didn't have all the plans or resources put together yet. The more I had to face that life hadn't quite turned out the way I had hoped over the last few years, the harder I pushed past my limits, and suffered the consequences. But no more.
Now, my love will allow me to relax and trust Spirit to be here now, in the planning stage and in the smaller baby steps stages. My whole new way of loving is to relax, trust, love some more, take measured action, trust some more, and be open to new opportunities as they arise.
Comment below and tell me what is your calling you to a whole new level of? How are you wanting to love to a whole new level?
All my Love